She used my laptop to check her email. Then she left it. I keep reading that email you sent her over and over. So this is what they’ve been keeping from me. You’re in Belgium, going to the best hospital for cancer. That makes me feel a bit better, I suppose. But why do you think you’re wasting time with all these treatments ? I don’t get it, I really don’t. You’re not wasting any time. If all these treatments are going to help you, then I really don’t get why you think you’re wasting time. Everyone kept so much from me. They didn’t tell me that it had already spread to your lungs. Do you have any idea how worried I am about you ? I suppose it makes sense that they wouldn’t tell me this, but it’s not like I couldn’t fit the pieces together. It’s not like I wasn’t going to figure out. You still have cancer. We all thought it was okay. Even the doctors. But it’s back. Everyone keeps telling me that things will be okay, but honestly, that’s shit. How can everything be okay, when you’re sick ? I haven’t seen you for such a long time. You didn’t visit this year, cause of all this. I miss you. If I could, I would fly to Belgium right now just to see you. But you wouldn’t like that. You think I’d be wasting my time, and you’d be mad at me for skipping school. You ask me not to worry. How can I not worry ? I’m worried that one day, you’ll give up & stop fighting, just like you almost did before. I’m worried that you’ll leave, before I get to see you for the last time. Jonathan Ghinet, if you care for your family like we care for you, you’ll keeping fighting ‘til the end. I love you.
- Jessica.
Lovely Lives
Dec 31
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